Higher Power, Bullshit.
April 11, 2011
I’m no religionist, just a very very average mind, so lets keep things simple.
I believe in education.
I believe in human interaction.
I believe in respect.
I even believe in jellyfish though you can’t see em till you pass light through em.
What I don’t believe in, is the existence of a higher power.
When there’s food on my plate, I thank my parents who worked hard for it.
When I get good grades, I know I’ve earned them.
When I find myself in a ditch, I work my way through them.
When I fail, I question my capabilities.
When life’s taken a downward spiral, I question my decisions.
Through all the bastards that’ve screwed with me, I merely doubt my actions.
Never once, did I console myself that its what god wants. Fucking bullshit.
Hell yeah, jellyfish obsession.










Into the thirteenth week of my internship, key lesson learned: Obseleteness, my greatest fear.
I can do nothing for a day, a week. But not for a month, not two.
In a fucking, fucking awful mood.
Weird how I always wind up back here when I’m all blah.